The feeling of tiredness, not sleepy but a never ending ache

I am reading an awesome book by Kris Radish called Dancing Naked at the Edge of Dawn and something struck me today. The character was referencing just how she was so tired, so damn tired. The tiredness is like a weight that we drag wth us for so long that it feels hard to move. So hard to move forward, to allow ourselves to stay in the present moment with all of the trials and tribulations and life circumstances that we find in ourselves everyday. Too tired to make better choices for ourselves, to make and maintain our promises to ourselves. Too tired to honor ourselves by taking care of ourselves.  Just remember now is the only moment we can make a CHOICE to move in a new and exciting direction.